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Randy Peelen's avatar

At 77, I understand - I think I understand - what you’re trying to explain. I have had similar thoughts in smaller quantities. But today, while reading an earlier piece of yours, the idea that I spend most of my time seeing and talking to representations of “myself” became a lot more “real.”

I can imagine that this planet could provide physical selves with a reasonably enjoyable life, but as you’ve already stated, there is currently no structure for supporting that to happen.

To all but a few who love me, I am wallpaper. There are few who listen much to someone who is not there. Ranting and exhaling seem to have the same effect.

So, what I can do is enjoy the time I have left. I paint, I garden, I love my family and friends, I look for things that are beautiful to me.

If there occur moments when I can share some of the thoughts you’ve shared with me/us, and I sense that even a simple version of those thoughts will be heard, I will do so.

But most importantly, thank you for putting your truths to “paper,” and please don’t stop.

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Natalie White's avatar

I read a couple of your widely shared pieces, and my reaction was mostly “Oh thank god. I’m tired of this bullshit. Please can it all collapse faster cuz I need some rest thanks.”

I have never fit into the model of what life is “supposed” to be like. Never could stuff myself into any available box that society considers desirable and succesful. Now I’m 42 and forcing myself to spend most of my available daily life-energy at a job that is decent enough but still sucks the life out of me just so that I can barely afford the necessities of living while not actually getting to enjoy said living.

To be honest, my first thought after reading your first post was AI could not come for my job fast enough for me. Good riddance.

Of course, then there is the question of oh yeah, I need to eat and live somewhere, right, so I’m right back in the same place. Fun.

So here’s my thing… what I was able to understand from your posts about the “answers” to the problem… they are a wide-scale/ cultural/ societal view. And while, yes, we certainly need change at that systematic level… what I end up wondering is… ok, great, but what does that mean in my little life? Like sure, fine, that all sounds great, but it’s not like I can just say, Hey guys, ok so, here is the deal. We are now doing all systems differently k? And that’s that. Problem solved. You know?

So while what you’ve shared is the Birds Eye’s view of the necessary change… what does that translate to on an individual’s life level? How does one make a change in their lives now… tomorrow. On a practical, physical level. Because our bodies need to survive. And that’s where everything ends up falling apart. That’s where everyone is scared. Because the ideology is beautiful … but what does it matter if as an individual I have no food to eat today?

And to be clear, this isn’t me being afraid. This is just the practical level I see from. For sure, I want it all it all to change. But man. I also want to eat and rest and not worry about my survival. Not that I’m currently getting to rest and be worry free now either. But at least i don’t go hungry. And so I keep pushing myself through my body’s exhaustion because what else do I do?

And that’s my question. What else does one person do to get out of the insanity in their own life. Now. To me, that’s the missing piece here.

Anyway. My mind tells me I should just hit delete on this whole comment because what do my thoughts and opinions matter anyway. But I’m kind of in a fuck around find out mood this morning so I’m gonna hit post and see what happens 😅

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